Applied to teach at two high schools and was not hired at either. I worried I may never get a job having spent 16k on getting a Master's in Teaching, this was truly an anxious time. I felt incredible anxiety as I searched and failed twice in a row.
I was divorced after 5 years of marriage This failure was truly next level for me I had to even summon up the courage to call my parents and tell them my husband had moved out Having had a huge Naval Academy chapel wedding with all the fanfare, I felt humiliated to see it fail and that something was deeply wrong with my judgment because I did not see it coming at all